Only verbaly jambing, you can leave or you can sit down, please be my guest. The series of events are presented, as the actors do their scenes & the story line in this DRAMA is So crystal clear: we can all relate So Well ! "I have been right there' we think, we know, we all remember, Remember ! REMEMBER ??? She handled it so well, so much better than I did:------- The events of my past, even after so long, SO clear in my minds eye :- That empty feeling inside wells up :-- What presented as the logical & right & obvious; as far as what to do Now, was; by the emotion-of-the-moment then, obscured by the emotion-of-the-moment. In hindsight, Ah hindsight !!! Common sence, TOTALLY absent, actions driven by pashon, followed immediatly by embaressment, then the realization, "I'm all alone in my conception of "How things Really are"; NO ! Where am I ? It is all immediatly GONE; past; things are NOT as I thought they were! FOOL !! Deceived ?? Oh no, Betrayed !! Now confronting me, TOTAL cnfusion & clarity together. Now Anger rises, Yes now ANGER Rises to the rescue as a self defence --- Maybe --- S N A P !!! Back to reality, here & now, I Was off, I can really relate, I've been right there! Can you !